Emalee Shmell

soo spring break in one week..soooo excited bahamas here i come :) school is alright i just want the year to be over and summer to come cause i hate school work and really dont try anymore which isnt good..i have a lump on my head that i went to the drs for and it could be a cyst..yea i dunno so we r checkin into that..other than that nothing is going on...no boys cause im stupid like that..havent really lost anymore weight but still going to the gym alot whcih is stupid if im not losing any weight :( butt whateverr..soo yea thats it

i hope those people die

well long time no write..but break was awesome..florida and memphis was great esp when jilly and jenny came down :) had a fantablous time..umm schools is school hate the work but love being here..but CANNNNNNNTTT wait for summer like seriously will be amazing esp since i will be a whole new person!!!!! hopefully i stick with it and keep working and lose the weight and the boobs :) going to memphis is 2 weeks to see the doctor there so he can tell me whats up and then i can decide where iw ant to get the surgury done..and u all better come visit and cheer me up :) wellll nothing really else to say excpet went to a rascal flatts concert 2 nights ago and it was orgasmic :) soo xoxo

thanksgiving break was funnnn..the girls are probably the cutest kids ever and they were sooo excited to see me which made me feel real special lol..but it was a fun vaca..sister was fun too sooo yea and now im back at school and have 10 more days of classes and then finals which i dont think i have any inclass finals which would be amazinggg soo i should be home around the 14thish? hopefully..i CANNNNTTT believe the semester is almost over it went sooo flippen fast! butt i cant wait for nj and fl and tn haha hopefully it will be a good break..welllll movietime! xoxo

date went well but i dont know if i want to pursue things with him..i guess we will see what happens..andd see what happens with dave..gahh im so confused,lol..i dont think i lik ehim but maybe deep down ive always liked him..and maybe if i didnt stay with steve when i could of have the opportunity with dave something could have happened..buttt i guess we will see..whatev..cant wait for thanksgiving break cause i get to see my girls which im soo excited about but im going to miss my cooters and the rest of TR..but ill be there soon enough :)
laguna beachhhhh tonite..last episode which makes me sad cause its like my life on monday nights lol

soo its been awhile..trying the new layout ..dont know if i like it yet lol..everything in my life is pretty good..classes are going good ALMOST DONE which is CRAZYYYYY..this semester went soo flippin fast! butt its good cause then its christmas break and nj and fl and tn and everythingggg lol...chris might come visit sunday..i dunno yet we will see if he keeps his promise or whatnot..dave and i have been talking alot which is cool soo i dunno whats happening there lol..friends here are good, ive become alot closer with all the boys on my floor which is awesome cause they are so funny and i like hanging with them :) yea sooo i dunno what else to update on..i guess ill update sunday if he comes ;)

tr was good..got to see my girls which is always a plus :) and my hizzy which ally got to sleep over :))))) and HOPEFULLY she will be living at my house this summer..which she did last summer but for real..lol..other than that school is okay today we had like a hurricane like parts of our buidling were coming offf..which makes me feel safe lol ..this weekend is halloween and we have out chameleon club on sat which will be insane..hopefully good pics to follow..umm i dunno what else to update about soo yea lol

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: julie and jackie
First Kiss: by my front door at the beach house with steve on our 1st month aniv..yea im queer lol
First Screen Name: emmy1226 and still got it
First Pet: ginger
First Piercing: ears i dunno how old i was
First Crush: im not sure..i know i had a bf in kindergarten lol
First Music You Remember Hearing: the people and the elepahnt i forgot their names lol
First Car: well the chrysler seabring convertible i gues..good time :)

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: never
Last alchoholic Drink: last night
Last Car Ride: friday afternoon to michaels
Last Kiss: um 2 days before school started..hmpf
Last Movie Seen: grease on tv now
Last Phone Call: dad like 30 mins ago
Last CD Played: rascal flatts..what else? lol

6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: prolly
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nopee
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yea in julie and jackies pool lol
Have You Ever Been on TV: yep with my cooters

5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing: rwu sweatpants and white tee
5 Things You've Done Today: went to brunch, worked on my history exam, read for science, watched grease, uploaded new pics
5 Things You Can't Live Without: family, love, cooters, beach, beach house
5 Things You Do When You're Bored: go online and stare at facebook, talk on the phone, watch tv, read, drive around
5 Places You've Been: mexico, tennesse, florida, canada, st lucia
4 favorite things
1. food
2. music
3. friends
4. family

3 People You Can Tell *Almost* Anything To
pretty much the cooters, matt, mom

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: umm either or

1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die: be happy and loved

soo i think ill post some IM's i have with chris once in a while..orrr like evry night lol

Emmy1226: what about a girlfriend?

boobala69: no girlfriend
boobala69: and a bf? for you that is
Emmy1226: nope not for about a year now

boobala69: yeah it's been about the same
Emmy1226: yea
boobala69: so any prospects
Emmy1226: ya never know
Emmy1226: lol
Emmy1226: u
boobala69: yeah there are prospects
Emmy1226: OoO someone in cambridge
boobala69: nope no one in cambridge
boobala69: i haven't really been looking
boobala69: i was thinking about that earlier
Emmy1226: about what?
boobala69: how i haven't been looking for anyone really, or that i haven't been doing the things necessary to meet someone
Emmy1226: yea,but usually when you try thats when you dont find somone..its when u least expect it..or thats at least what everyone says lol
boobala69: haha that's why i don't actively look
boobala69: i figure it will all fall into place at some point
boobala69: hopefully sooner rather than later
boobala69: lol
Emmy1226: yea i know what you mean..ive kind of given up looking for someone..and if it happens it will happen cause the more i push the farther the way i get from something happening
Emmy1226: soo i guess everything happens for a reason..that my motto in life..and what happened in the past happened and i enjoyed it..and now im just enjoying the present and hopefully something willhappen for the furture but i wont push it
boobala69: i live my life the same way
boobala69: i probably say things happen the way they do for a reason at least once a day
Emmy1226: yea ..same with me usually
boobala69: also remember "good things come to those who wait"
Emmy1226: yea..def..except somedays im like ive waited long enough ..ahah..but i continue to wait lol
boobala69: haha
boobala69: yes i am with you. i have waited long enough.
boobala69: i figure later in life things will be better
boobala69: but then again better from whose perspective
Emmy1226: yea i know what you mean


and then we continuted to talk about stuff..sooo we will seeeeeeeee

boobala69: so, how did you find me on facebook?
Emmy1226: i was looking for people i knew at skidmore..cause that afternoon i went out to lunch with a kid i knew that went there..so i was looking through people and i saw your name the other night..so i was like umm he will prolly think im crazy but ill add him lol
boobala69: i'm really happy you did cause i didn't think i'd ever talk to you again


ummm yea..i have butterflies in my tummy :) i hope this is what ive been waiting for, for like over a year..i mean im kinda jupming the gun..but i just hope this works out cause i need someone in my life right now..and seriously it seems like he is the one to be that person in my life right now :) soooo prayyy for my happiness with this man..ill keep yall updated on our situation..

p.s.- last night he sed i should take a trip up to boston one weekend if i dont have classes on fri.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee